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#PDA = Public Display of Arguments

About an hour ago, I was taking my super late dinner aka super early breakfast at Chowking. When I was about to enter the store, I saw these two guys seated in 1 table. Nothing really is wrong except that the guy facing away from me is holding the arms of the other guy. Something fishy. Sabi ko antapang nitong 2 to ah. PDA for all of us to see... *inggit* LOL

So I ordered my favorite Chinese Style Fried Chicken, and yes...bibig ko na lang ang kulang! Then I took the table closest to them for me to have a good view. Apparently, they were in an argument. Wasn't really listening so I dunno the reason. And they weren't even trying to hide it since the voice of the guy holding the other one's arm can be heard outside Recto! So ako na ang nahiya for them coz I have no choice but to hear almost every word (but I wasn't really comprehending). After 2 minutes of waiting for them to settle down (they didn't!), I just transferred to the table farthest from them. Too bad I was kinda liking the other guy. Tsss.

So what's the moral lesson?! Dude, mag-aaway lang kayo sa Chowking pa?! Sana pumili naman kayo ng lugar na medyo high-end para mas sosyal ang dating. LOL

Honestly, I've been out of relationship for almost 3 years! Well I'm not counting the 2 weeks experience with Jude (not his real name!) just 3 months ago. And I've been missing this kind of arguments. Parang most of my relationships involved PDA's, walkouts, dramas, etc. Ok, hindi ko ikakahiya but I'm the original walkout king. And hindi talaga ako namimili ng lugar! Why should I?! LOL

So I'd like to take this opportunity to say sorry to all my ex's na winalkoutan ko. Lalong lalo na sayo Rai (not his real name). Sorry sa pag walkout ko sayo sa office, sa Shangri-La, sa Glorietta, sa R. Papa station, sa kanto malapit sa bahay namin, at kung saan saan pa. LOL. If ever I have the chance to go back to those situations...yes uulitin ko pa rin! hehe

Going back to the Chowking guys, well I don't really know how things had transpired after I left. Either nagkaayos na sila and they'll live happily ever after, or nagbreak sila. I'd rather have the latter then akin na lang yung guy na inaaway. Dapat pala sinundan na kita sa washroom nung nagpunta ka at nagkatitigan tayo. LOL

Haay Poy kahit kelan tyope ka sa personal! It's your chance na subukang maging 3rd party pinakawalan mo pa! tsk!

geek dates...

I really hate it when things somehow remind me of him. Like when I was at the toy store at SM looking for a magic slate for my baby nephew. Then I happened to pass by a rack containing this:

Back in the happy days, we just spend our US time at Starbucks and playing several games of scrabble. We bought this portable magnetic scrabble and just played the whole afternoon until evening. I must say I never lost. Those were the days... #sentimartes struck again!

blogspot > tumblr > blogspot...

My first blog was in blogspot. Then I shifted to Tumblr. Thought it was better. Blogger and Twitter combined. But got disappointed. So now I'm back at Blogger. And just finished migrating all entries. *Tired*

another BROMANCE in the Open! HAWT!

last day at fitness...

Today is the end of our 1-month Granton pass at Fitness First Mega. Will surely gonna miss the classes and the cuties. Hopefully Gold’s has its own fair share of hotties. Excited!

a mistake from the start...

I hate to admit it but yes, it was a mistake from the start. Details I’d rather keep on private.

But all I wanna say is over the past weeks I clearly understood the meaning of…

IRRECONCILABLE DIFFERENCES!

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There’s a reason why I have no plans of getting a Personal Trainer. Nangengealam sa workout ko eh pano ko mandadaya pag di ko na kaya? haha!

Eh kaso tong “personal” trainer ko mahigpit. Medyo mataray pa at suplado. Naku kung di lang kita mahal eh lalayasan kita. HINDI KO NGA KAYA MAG PUSH-UP AT SIT-UPS EH!!! LOL

Til our next session my trainer. LOL

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Told myself di ko sya kakausapin hangga’t di sya nagsosorry. Pero kung ganito ba naman ang mababasa mo paggising mo…

I love u! Yan ang gudnews ko syo,ang dami ko gnawa kgbi tas andun pa ung c0untry manager namin kya d kta natawagan.Oo tayo na,kahapon pa 28.*smiley*

Ayun naman. I love you too!

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Last night was an eye-opener. Andami ngang bading sa FF. At andun yung mga prominent members ng G4M and Planetromeo. Saw one powerbottom from Mandaluyong, then one na advertising “for hire services”, and some so-so faces.

Pero one really stood out. Kung sino ka man…bakit binigay sayo lahat ni Lord?! hehe.

fitness first...

So I’ll be trying Fitness First for a month. So far so good. Had my first day last night with colleagues. Accommodation was pretty much good given that we’re just there for the Granton pass. And they won’t be able to recruit me since I’ve already signed up with Gold’s Gym (which will start come July). So how was the experience?

The reception asked someone to assist us for our lockers. After which, we were assigned a personal trainer. Ok, he’s really goodlooking haha. So he assisted us with some of the machines: threadmill, lateral steps (tama ba?) and yung isang machine that would work out our butts and hamstrings daw. Then we were left alone to play with the other machines so we’ll familiarize with them. Buti na lang nag-gym na before yung kasama ko so may taga-turo sakin haha. Natawa lang ako dun sa isang comment ng PT namin. Na ok na yung lower extremities ko and ang kelangan ko talaga iwork out eh yung chest, shoulders and arms. Which is true naman coz I played basketball and volleyball in HS. So ayun, for the next few sessions yun talaga yung bibigyan ko ng focus. Not to mention that I’ll be frequenting the abdominal machines for my lost abs. LOL.

All in all, it was a good first workout day (or night). PT was really helpful (and cute!). Medyo jejemon nga lang when he texted me a while ago. Been wanting to attend Body Combat. So tonight, even if I’m on solo flight, we’ll attend that class. Bahala na si Batman. What I really liked though was the unlimited softdrinks (meron din ba nito sa Gold’s?).

Medyo gulat lang ako sa locker room. Talaga bang mga naka briefs kung maglakad tong mga to? Hirap magcontrol. LOL.

gold's gym promo

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When one door closes, another window opens…

Hopefully, this window will last so that I won’t be staring back at the closed door…

thinkin' out loud...

In life, we don’t usually end up with things that we like. Nor with people that we really really like. We’d just have to pick up the pieces and move on to the next.

puerto galera...

Naalala ko pa when I last visited Galera. I was really keen on trying it out on my own. Yung tipong no holds-barred vacation. Been hearing how Galera has been the summer capital of PLU’s so I’d wanna see how it is without anyone knowing. Syempre hindi ko naman mayaya mga friends ko kungdi patay ako.

The logical thing to do was search online. Nagstart sa 2, hanggang nadagdagan pa. Then nagdala ng friend yung isa so umabot kami sa 6. To cut the story short, natuloy kami sa Galera na dun lang kami sa pier nagkakila-kilala. Ok naman sila. Masaya kasama. May halata, may discreet, at may malibog. Nung una ok naman talaga. I enjoyed the first day. Beach, beach, beach. Kaso nung kinagabihan na dun na nag-umpisa ang milagro. Inuman sa beach, nagkalasingan. May tama na ako kaya naisipan ko magpa henna. Nalimutan ko na allergic nga pala ako sa henna. Pag gising ko, dun ko nalaman na ginawa palang motel yung labas ng room namin. So ito na nga ang milagro ng Galera. Easy hookup tss. Dun ko din narealize na kahit ganito pala ako eh I still can’t fit in that lifestyle. I really got pissed. Parang, respeto naman. I know, in a way, I overreacted. But then again, that vacation was a complete mess. Second day I went on my own, not talking to anyone. Worse part was, allergy started showing up. So pissed off na nga, kating kati pa. So I’ve decided to cut the trip short. They were actually asking me to stay but then what’s the point. Saka kelangan ko magvisit sa ER para magpasaksak ng steroids for my allergy.

Lesson Learned: Actually wala. Siguro I was just shocked then. I thought the trip would somehow pave way for me to meet someone interesting. Turned out reunion lang pala ng malilibog sa Manila.

Now, I wanted to go back. Trying my luck again. But maybe this time I would be open. Maybe…

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Ok. So nakatabi ko ulit sya sa FX. Aminin ko na…kinilig ako. LOL

Feeling ko tinititigan nya ako. O tinititigan nya ulo ko kasi kalbo na ko ulit. Sana nakilala nya ko. Waah

Bakit ba kasi kelangang bumaba sa BPI para magwithdraw. Bukas papalate ulit ako para sayo. Adik lang!

reject or be rejected...

Saw this while browsing one of the online profiles in Planetromeo. And most live by this saying. Totoo nga naman. Either trip ka or hindi ka trip. Should have no hard feelings. This is a game anyways.

Been rejected many times already. Have rejected a number too. At the end of the day, una-unahan lang yan. We have our own preferences. Kung hindi pasok, then move on to the next guy. By then baka magclick na kayo. So what am I saying?

Dated this guy for two weeks. All the while I thought ok na. In my thoughts, ok I’ll give him a chance. Kahit presko ang dating nung first meeting eh nagtame down naman after ng movie. For me, I’d rather take it slow this time. Am not in a hurry naman. But then, he started to fall. And that I really didn’t like coz I’m the type na mas gusto ko ako nanliligaw. Ako magfo-fall. Ako ang didiskarte. In my relationships, I am always the driver. Usually the decision-maker. But the thing that irked me the most was calling me babe in public. Not really a good idea.

Then I started looking for faults in him. And ended everything abruptly. And the 2 weeks went down the drain again.

This made me think. Am I really ready for commitments? How can I handle one if I don’t open up to the possibility of settling. Not that I’d want to. I am against settling for what’s available. Coz I believe I deserve better. Come to think of it, that was the time that I learned that this guy that I really liked just got hitched. So I got frustrated and entertained the first guy who shown interest. My mistake. Oh and yes, the guy that I really liked… he rejected me. Sweet!

senti mode na naman...

Ok. Was cleaning my room of clutter. And then I found 1 cd. Inserted it in my laptop’s drive. Toingk. An ex’s first monthsary gift ppt presentation. And everything went back to that month! Really thought it was him. Destiny. Soulmate. And even if it pains me, I really miss him…

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Minsan, naiisip ko masarap palang maging single. Mas nagiging alert ka sa mga cuties! haha. Gaya nitong nakatabi ko sa FX. Hindi gwapo pero lakas ng appeal sakin. Sa may area ko din lang ata nakatira at sa Ortigas din nagwowork. Magpapalate ulit ako para makasabay ko sya. Baka next time di na lang patong ng kamay sa tuhod ko ang gagawin nya. Baka makipagtrade pa ng number. LOL

Thinking out loud: so committed ka na? good for you. that ends everything between us. too bad you never gave me a chance. too bad… tsk tsk.

032111

This is the day! Haha. Thanks Papa P!

skery...

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the day my #1 crush from UP Pep approved me as a friend in FB! waah!

thanks coach pio!!! si pitrus na lang inaantay ko. LOL

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Bakit ba pa pagwapo ng pagwapo ang mga barista? starbucks, gloria jean’s, cbtl, at bo’s! lalo na tong kalbo dito sa Bo’s Glorietta 5. Bago lang to kasi ngayon ko lang sya nakita. O dahil matagal tagal din ako nagpunta dito. Pero hot talaga pucha! hehe. Tinitigan ko biceps may ugat ugat pa. Pasok na pasok!

thinking of getting my 2nd coffee jelly…LOL

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Yesterday, I dropped by Greenhills to check on the chucks on sale at Shoppesville. But since no design appealed to me, decided to check on Planet Sports V-Mall. Ayun, kahit I have no plans of buying a New Balance singlet eh napabili ako. One reason was it was on sale (30% off). But the more important reason was the cute salesperson assigned there. Natigilan ako when I saw him haha. Around 5’5” in height, a bit fair, chinito, boy-next-door-type (ok nasa kanya na lahat except di sya kalbo LOL). Then when I checked on the next rack, aba may isa pang cutie na bantay (though the first one appealed to me more).

Will be dropping by soon for that Nike sneakers! Hopefully dun pa sya assigned. LOL

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“Panahon na naman ng pag-ibig. Panahon nanaman. Aahh. Panahon nanaman ng pag-ibig. Gumising ka.Tara na.”      - Rivermaya

Para sa mga "in a relationship": 

Happy Valentine's Day senyo! Nawa'y kayo ay magmahalan.
Huwag manukso at magpatukso!

Para sa mga "it's complicated":

Gawin nyong simple ang buhay pag-ibig bago mahuli ang lahat. 
I should know. =(

Para sa mga "married":

Congrats! Kayo ay huwaran! Humayo at magpakarami!

At para sa mga "single":

HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY! 
Darating din ang para satin. Enjoy na lang muna

Ang Valentine's Day ay hindi lang para sa couples. 

Para din to sa mga marunong magmahal kahit na wala sa relasyon.

Kaya...Happy Valentine's din satin! Ikasa mo parekoy!

emo alert: ON...

bigla kong namiss yung may kumakanta sakin sa phone…

miss na miss na kita bby! =(

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it’s funny how fate plays on things…

the first person that made you smile in 2011 already gave you the first disappointment for the new year…

shouldn’t even have entertained the idea.

you suck big time Poy! left hanging and longing…

this twist of fate sucks!

new year, new poy, old poy...

First off, lemme greet y’all a merry (very) belated Christmas and a prosperous New Year! It’s been months since my last post. Been preoccupied by work demands. But I’m back. Will try to post more often the same way I update my official website. =)

So how was my 2010? Summing it up, it has been a wild rollercoaster ride! Was really down and bruised during the first quarter but I somehow got back and won it all before the year ended. Let’s just say I got what I deserved with extra cherry on top! My year ended with a loud bang to the tune of P-A-L-A-W-A-N! W.O.W. talaga!

Speaking of WOW Philippines, finally pushed through with my plans of travelling alone. 2010 brought me to Cebu and Iloilo…alone! Though encountered some roadblocks, those trips made my 2010 extra special. And I promised myself to extend my trips down south to Mindanao and maybe (if budget permits) up north to Batanes soon! But in the meantime, will be settling with Cebu (again) and Palawan this February, CDO in March, Boracay (still planning) on April or May, and Davao on my birthday! Special thanks to an ex for offering his place in Davao for me to stay. Sana pati tour libre haha.

Family matters. Spent a whole lot more time with my siblings, nieces and nephews last year. The perks of being unattached. My time is split between family and work. No regrets. That’s how I want it in the first place.

Work. Last year was stressful indeed but equally rewarding. Going up the corporate ladder entails added responsibilities and expectations. The only difference now is that I’m up for the challenge. Bring it on!

Relationship. Been single since October 2008. Since then (if I remembered right), I really didn’t entertain dates nor relationships. It was a personal choice since I’d want to focus more on family and work. Besides, I still haven’t met a person who can really wash out the remnants of my feelings for my soulmate. I’ve already accepted that he was the one that got away and his memory will always be etched in my barcode tattoo. Again, no regrets. He was the one. And I fear that he is still.

So what do I expect from 2011. Let’s just say I’d rather face this year with spontaneity to the nth power. Whatever it brings, wherever it brings me, whoever it brings to me, and whenever I’m ready, then I’m up for it. I’d entrust my future to fate. 2010 was all about planning and making sure that I put everything into action. This year, I would relax more, enjoy every minute of it, get to know people, open myself to someone, and maybe (just maybe) commit. Whatever, wherever, whoever, whenever, I’ll be ready.

So cheers to 2010, and a toast for 2011. New year, new poy. New year, old poy!