Saw this while browsing one of the online profiles in Planetromeo. And most live by this saying. Totoo nga naman. Either trip ka or hindi ka trip. Should have no hard feelings. This is a game anyways.
Been rejected many times already. Have rejected a number too. At the end of the day, una-unahan lang yan. We have our own preferences. Kung hindi pasok, then move on to the next guy. By then baka magclick na kayo. So what am I saying?
Dated this guy for two weeks. All the while I thought ok na. In my thoughts, ok I’ll give him a chance. Kahit presko ang dating nung first meeting eh nagtame down naman after ng movie. For me, I’d rather take it slow this time. Am not in a hurry naman. But then, he started to fall. And that I really didn’t like coz I’m the type na mas gusto ko ako nanliligaw. Ako magfo-fall. Ako ang didiskarte. In my relationships, I am always the driver. Usually the decision-maker. But the thing that irked me the most was calling me babe in public. Not really a good idea.
Then I started looking for faults in him. And ended everything abruptly. And the 2 weeks went down the drain again.
This made me think. Am I really ready for commitments? How can I handle one if I don’t open up to the possibility of settling. Not that I’d want to. I am against settling for what’s available. Coz I believe I deserve better. Come to think of it, that was the time that I learned that this guy that I really liked just got hitched. So I got frustrated and entertained the first guy who shown interest. My mistake. Oh and yes, the guy that I really liked… he rejected me. Sweet!
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